So many thousands of feet off the ground

I don't even get that afraid of heights but I am not good with places where people jump off of things in suicide. A little nerve wracking to see how long the railing on the Golden Gate Bridge is and how long it is before you hit either the freezing cold water or a bunch of jagged rocks. Even when the views are beautiful and breath-taking I still found it scary people can be driven to desperation to jump. It's scary because I know what it is like myself to be that kind of sad, insane and crazy with desperation and depression.